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hai.. 2 days after singapore idol.. i'm still sad..i duno y i just cant get over it..esp when i'm alone..i will down there keep thinking.. den i just downloaded i dream.. by both taufik and sylvester..after taufik won den they sing de.. ='( now queueing for sylvester sing alone de..coz..in taufik's album wont have tt song.. ='( i wanna cry le..

ok.. back to wed.. when out with hq to buy her accessories and stuff.. den we saw apple hong..the channel u girl.. go out wif hq everytime c ppl 1 leh..haha. den she late..so i waited for her..den at that time.got this group of malay and indian girls oso waiting for their friend..den they talking abt singapore idol..den say taufik sing they'll melt and stuff.. like sylvester sing i dun melt? =x ok nvm.. i nv say anything..i cant say anything oso..coz nobody wif me. haha! den they say taufik damn good damn good..den say duno y sylvester can get into top 3.. ='( why say until like tt man.. den they say..ppl say sly got x-factor..den one of the girls say 'what x-factor?!' stupid. nvm. after tt.. rushed home to watch singapore idol..den i on mrt keep looking at the time..den the whole mrt like talking abt singapore idol loh..den i just listen.. i hear ppl say..i kan chong..keep sms ppl..vote for sly..haha.

watch singapore idol.. i very kan chong.. taufik seemed really cool and calm.. and sylvester..i saw him shivering.. the mic he holding on is shaking..! i down there..wanna cry liao..relax man sly.. den hoh.. wth..the judge choose for him de song freaking difficult loh..compared to taufik de. but nvm.. den the i dream.. i think sylvester sing better..i'm not being biased.. they're both good.. but sylvester sing it in a more geniue way.. taufik sing like very commercialised 1 loh. sylvester sing it in a very honest..pure.. i duno how to say lah. =x den got 1 part..both taufik and sylvester wore whole body white.. it's omg.. i melt like duno what shit. sylvester so shuai loh. omg. haha. =x den i like his wear the black coach wif pink or red lining de. omg!! =x ok..results.. i screamed. =x i scream throughout the show show lah..coz sly come out ma.. =x hai..taufik won.. i duno y..i can accept he win..but i cant accept sylvester lose..it's like.. sylvester worked so hard.and his mum de news made him so disappointed.. i'm not saying taufik didnt work hard or wad..but i feel more for sylvester..i felt so sorry for him. when the results were announced.. he hide his feelings until i c he very xin ku loh.. b4 the results were announced..i cried le.. got 1 tear =x den results out..i cry like duno wad shit. my sylvester..lost. ='( it's ok..sylvester..you're my singapore idol. den i heard sylvester say 'thank you, papa, mama' the papa and mama is say in chinese 1..so cute. omg. ok..what i wanna say is..congrats taufik.. do singapore proud..i dun care if there's a world idol.. but u represent singapore.. =) and sylvester.. in my heart.. you're the singapore idol.. dun give up..it's not the end.. continue to work hard.. i look forward to hear more good music from u alone..or ur band.. =)

hmm..anyway.. the finalists performance was great..they rock man.. =D

after tt.. i freaking pissed when ppl come suan me taufik won and sly lost.. i dun hate taufik.. i just super sad with the fact that sylvester lost. den my dad go tell my mum..'ask ur daughter be more cultured..scream and scream' wth man.. my money (the votes) and my idol..how to dun scream? think my mum, me and my sis.. although got vote over 30+ times.. hai.. my sis and my mum first time vote loh.. den result like tt. ok nvm. my daie come home from work..den say 'heard tt u cry..' den come scold me for crying..she say she poly tt time, meaning my age lah..she oso nv behave like tt..den say taufik win oso good.. sylvester go world idol with his english..throw singapore's face.. i was like..fuck? i got say anything to u? need to shoot me until like tt? den i started crying again..coz remind me of sly losing.. ='( haha..i noe i weak. =x den she say.. aiyah..sylvester will have chinese album 1 lah.. i nv even care abt her. idiot. den after tt.. i supper..den come home.. i listen to radio..the freaking 93.3 dj ling zhi say.. taufik damn damn good..den say until sylvester damn damn bad..she told the call-in person..she say she nv watch previous singapore idols b4..but when she heard sly sing an jing tt night.. she almost vomit blood. wah lan.. freako loh. need to say until like tt? say taufik better can le right? idiot lah. i was so angry. i cant slp tt night.

next day.. meet jvn to buy his prom stuff.. den i heard a song taufik sing b4 de.. from another shop..den i down there wanna cr le..plus i in the morning my eyes very teary..wanna cry is damn easy 1. haha. den i faster siam the shop. den i ask jvn buy newpaper.. =x den..wth..no world idol leh. den sylvester get de things like the same as taufik..i duno whether to be happy for sly..or feel sad for taufik. =x

after tt..go ktv wof jvn, raymond and sockling..cool man..but den the 5 hours like damn fast.. we keep wanted raymond to sing duet wif us..but he everytime got duet..he say he sore throat.. idiot..den nvm..jian ao and chuang wai..me and sockling take turn to become the guy 1..haha.. i duno chuang wai de guy part..she duno chuang wai de guy part.. haha! den jian ao..not as low..heng i can sing. haha. i love jian ao. hee. after tt.. go swensons..hee..nice. den walk a while..den after tt got this lucky dip thing..den raymond go try for fun..den the auntie say.. got snake inside..den his hand already in the box..den he like tio shock.. pull back his hand a bit..sockling and i was laughing like duno what shit..he damn gullible leh..like tt oso believe..muahahahahah.. omg..hahahahahahah..goondu..hahahahahah! =x

den reach home..i read lime..a bit lame eh? i bought b4 finals..read after finals.. den my erjie ask me..if i think sly and taufik is really good friends or on the surface only..i say really good friends..she say like a bit fake..haha! den i read lime..i realised taufik very humble..good..got future..haha.

today..supposed to go sheila and xy's hse..but i freaking sleepy.. i woke up at 2.30 today loh..so late..i think i first time at home slp until so late.. online a while only..now 5.30 le.. haha! read newspaper.. c taufik's face on life.. ='( he's quite yandao leh.. =x den i go c those websites..got singapore idol de..den c a lot of sylvester's website.. i cant get over it leh..den now keep repeating i dream.. ='( sylvester.. =(